If she only wants you, don’t worry about who wants her
When you wake up alone remember that i fucking fought for you
One day you’re going to meet a boy who sweeps you off of your feet. He will buy you flowers and call you “gorgeous” as if its your name. He will show you off to everyone you meet and give himself selflessly to you. He will look at you as though you are the moon surrounded by stars that sparkle around you but don’t outshine you. He will make your heart sing and open doors for you, kiss your forehead and make you blush. He will unzip your skin and crawl into your soul, instead of your pants. One day you’re going to meet a boy and he’s going to be so wonderful that your cheeks hurt from smiling so much, and it’s going to feel like bliss. When he tells you he loves you, there won’t be a doubt in your pretty little mind. But one day that same boy will have you awake at 3 am as mascara tainted tears stream down your face as you continue to wonder where you went wrong. One day you will spend hours pondering the question of how someone who seemed to be prince charming handed you a poison apple that rotted the core of your heart. One day you’re going to meet a boy who makes you feel so happy and so sad. One day you’re going to wonder if it was worth it, and you have to remember that sunshine comes with rain, but if you spend more nights alone and questioning your worth, you deserve to find a boy who erases every doubt in your heart of gold. One day you’re going to meet a boy who makes flowers grow and birds sing in the darkest corners of your mind. One day you’re going to meet a boy who turns the rain to sunshine. One day you’re going to meet a boy who makes you so happy that you see rainbows when you close your eyes. But it won’t be him, and that’s okay.
- relationship advice to my best friend who keeps giving herself away to boys who only like whats on the outside - j.t. (via toxiccwords)
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